Would you have laughed if you knew my pain?
twisted with distortion but seemingly plain.
Would you have cried with me if you knew just why?
Left me alone to bleed and to die?
I just don't know what those answers would be.
But I can't wait it out to test or to see
please understand the scars both arms.
Just sit and watch. please don't be alarmed.
I'm expressing myself with this liquid guilt.
Behind these walls sweet misery has built
Close your lips and open both eyes
watch with laughter as i bleed and cry.
With me we would cut, bleed, die and scream.
with you we could laugh, smile, cry, and dream
I cant recall which would be better or worse
My sad empty soul is just a curse.
My dearest friend
or darkest foe?
Forget about me and leave me alone.
Leave me to cut my heart, flesh, and bone.




i was really sad and angry because my teacher gave me a pinkslip for being tardy coming up the huge ass hill from band. its not my fault it takes so long to put up a french horn!
but anyways she pissed me off and i just wanted to write about how my friends and teachers were pissing me off. and i hate being called a cow and my friends started saying that while i was writing this and i snapped a little. and because of these stupid poems i like to write im now on pills so yeah cristy fitch francis and dr. westwood
go find a pole and sit on it and rotate you dumb fucks!